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Even When

I am told not to worry, I fill myself more with this feeling.
Especially when told by an uneasy, unconvincing voice.
As would any decent person.

It isn't assurance I want.
It's trust.

Is this not what most people desire in their friends?
I want to be able to rely on the integrity, strength, ability and surety of a person.

Accountability & Responsibility & Vulnerability & Risk

As it turns out, in order to receive a person's trust, I must put my trust in them.


I have been unfair. [No matter how unfair the world may be, I want to do my best in making it the opposite.]
My friendships have been selfish, and I need to set things right.
It's a two-way street.
My friends deserve better.



I will be...